Dolphiner

4Days!!!

2006-08-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm.....so sorry fans out there, has not been writing for the past 4 days....... Been superb busy wan loh, times passed fast and days not really leh, now still stuck at wed.

During work, always feel like I have 1001 things to do and yet the more I do, the more it is loh....... Somemore 'dad' will not be ard for these 2 week, sigh...... Luckily trainees been behaving well.

My gum....... Still haven recovered yet, still feeling the pain once I bite hard foods.......... Still struggling with pills everyday to subside e pain...... Sigh.......

But after all the stress and suffer I went thru these 4 days, something happen ytd.......... Mhahha, straight away released everything in my brain...... Hmm...... Not healthy to write it here....... Really have a great day ytd. Winkz........ Those who knew it, laugh now, those who dun, so sorry.... .....Heehee.

This evening, its happen again...... Wow....... Both days make my day sia,. Actually have lots of thing to write but too many till dunno starts from where....... Lol....... Mayb I will highlight again whenever I remember......... Heehee

Infected Wisdom Tooth Gum!!!

2006-07-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

Today is was a painful day,28/07/06....sobz sobz..... Went to dentist in the morning (finally got the courage)and found out that my wisdom tooth gum is badly infected....OMG.....when dentist told me that I had to removed it ASAP, I almost cry out, but luckily he said that have to wait till e swollen subside, den its will be better for the surgery. Not 1 but 2, sob sob...... Can feel my heart beating fast and yet too weak to voice out anything.

So wat he did was, (its may sound disgusting, bear with me) slightly open up my gum and draw out the yellow liquid in it but before that he have to numb my gum, arghhhh. The thing I fear most, INJECTION! He has to inject on my gum to make it numb, I closed tight my eye and can feel the pain when the needle poke thru it. Now thinking of that, my heart beating fast again.

After that I can feel my gum numb and he said if in the process I feel any pain, have to lift up my hand and inform him. Even though my gum is numb, but still can feel the pain when he tried to open up the gum, I die die bear the pain and scare to lift up my hand (because I dun to have another injection on my gum). After that he took another injection filled with green liquid and I really open my eyes big and look at him, he can feel my fear and ensured me that it was jus mean to rinse off the wound, not for injection, pheww...... Almost stop breathing.

After the whole thing, almost break down into tears when trying to move my jaw, it was painful loh..... After collecting my medication, was still thinking of whether want to go back to work or go home to rest( actually was given 3 days MC but still have drum rehearsal in the afternoon) no choice, the pain was really quite unbearable. Choose to rest at home at least I can work during the weekends.

When I slept till 4+, both my HP and Home phone were ringing like mad (1 after another), tried to ignore but callers too persistent liao....hahaha.... feel much better after e 5hrs sleep with medication. Still have moods to go shopping with frenz in the evening time.hahaha..... cant stand myself also.

Have to slp now, cost still have to wake up early for performance at Jurong East!

No Dentist 4 Me!!!!

2006-07-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

My toothache still haven recovered yet.....sob sob....... Talk, laugh, shout are taboo for me cos once I do all these, I can feel e painfulness in me...... Ouch. ....Even now yawning also..... Argh..... Pek chek wan loh.

Today at work not too bad but as usual, still busy over paper works, meeting visitors and settling some accounts figures, sigh....... Is sianz wan loh.

Den never mind, supposed to practice drums wif a group of sec sch students and they are late by 45mins, cant blame them also lah, cos they cant find our centre....... (its ulu wan loh)
Den I have to stayed back after work and teach them till 6pm..... Argh....... Somemore toothache and yet have to talk(shout) loud when teaching...... Sob sob, ....imagine e pain in my mouth......Aiyo.(at this time, inside my heart, I really curse and swear at 'dad' loh, leave me in lurch , alone dealing them)

After e drumming, while resting in my room, received sad news from a frenz and feeling sad for the incident also lah..... Bo bian, always easily affected by things happen around me, 'Nuo Ruo', mayb a good term to describe me.

While chating wif fren in MSN, she also jus went to extract out her wisdom tooth, wow, cant stand the way she describe e procedures of extracting out, I dun think I will go loh. My greatest phobia is actually going to a dentist (since pri sch bad experience), detest e feeling of my teeth being pull out. Sobz sobz.

Cannot think anymore, must fast fast go sleep, if not tonight sure have nightmare. Eeek…

Toothache!!

2006-07-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

When I open my eye this morning and trying to yawn..... ouchh......, right side of my wisdom tooth ache like mad loh...... Must be the longgans ytd......too greedy liao, ate too much....... Sobz sobz.

Today at work although not very busy but lots of paper works need to settle....... Plus toothache, cant concentrate much on work also......,but still have to handles calls and visitors.

the worst part is still have to troubled over the attachment students' matters, sianz wan loh...
all type of shitz i kena....argh....

Talking about visitors......., met someone today who is my sec mate,.... so surprise. I think he feel e same thing too, from the way he looked at me......haha....... he’s someone I dun really like during sec sch days,..... we dun even smile to each other loh...... Can be classified as enermy...... But today when we met,...... we jus pointed at each other and start to talk as if we are long lost frenz..... Lol. Kind of fake but actually I think its becos grow up liao, more mature.....hahaha. so next mth have to work with him,.... sure have more things to update here......heehee

So tiring now, feel like whole body burning and suspect that fever are coming.....OMG. ...still have to survive till next week..... Still cant go flat yet..... Haven completes all my tasks.

Think have to go sleep early liao. Zzzzz Oyasumi

Longgans Fest

2006-07-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

Today again was a busy and happening day....but not too bad, at least can see handsome guy during the performance.....haha..... Actually he not very handsome lah.... Tall..., small eyes...,sharp nose... and fair skin. Got a bit,.... jus a bit of similarity of my 'ah lao'....hahaha. but he belong to the smiley type wan.... Pleasant looks and posses nice manly voice.....haha.... getting a bit siao liao.... A nice chaps afterall, but jus a passer by of today that at least make my day more lighten.... Hee....

Today although is a tiring day but time passed fast and get to eat my fav longgans from the bus uncles cos they pray for the 7th month festival.... Herm herm....now throat abit itchy, cos longgans is quite heaty.

Sigh.... have to skip swimming for today cos its e 1st day of the 7th lunar mth..... Mum called up in the noon and nagged but still decides to continue....... But in the end after work, even the e auntie in the office also nagged at me and forbid me to go for the swim, bo bian......since elderly insisted, jus listen loh...... Anyway 'believe is better den sorry'.

When my mum saw me while she was praying at the void deck, she smile and 'sour' me asking 'never go swimming meh?' After I tot her wat happen den she said I rather listen to other’s word hor..... But can see she’s happy that I skipped my swimming session lah..... I think once a while make her happy will make my life at home more easier..... Hahaha..... Such an un filial daughter..... Heehee.

Yawn....Zzzzzz

Blog on mon's nite (delay 1 day cos cant publish on Mon)

2006-07-25T19:01:00.000+08:00

Now is 12am.... (ooh...... 1st day of e 7th Lunar Mth), but I just back from work..... Today seen to be the busiest morning I had in the past 7 months..... Jus stepped into the room and open up my email; sup called up and asks me down for PC service at her desktop. After troubleshoot her PC, found out that e network having some pro and went up to the server box located in the staff room and check.....

Almost killed by the current of the server box cos the electric tripped dued to the faulty of the cooling fans,...... wow really see smokes..... Lol.... Both 'gorilla' and me saw sparks and we jus stared at each other with jaws open big big..... Haha.....thinking of it is quite funny loh.....

While our IT administrator bring e technician down to repair the fans, suddenly asked me for the IT figures of our centre..... Siao liao loh...... Have to rush out b4 lunchtime which means I have oni 2 hrs to complete it..... And apart from this, I still have to called up family informed them of tonight performance and all e preparations admin. Wow suddenly tot of dividing myself into 3-4 pcs loh.

But its partially my fault lah..... Always like to keep e tasks till last mins den complain about how busy or how stress am I lah.....etc.... but in the end , managed to complete every tasks given .....haha..... feel so proud about it.(KNS)

Tot can give myself a rest after lunch time, but in the end my head was terribly aching for the whole afternoon and luckily managed to found panadol extra pain killer to subside it .(too bad 'dad' went out for meeting, if not, sure go and take a nap in the staff room 1st.....haha) after my headache gets better, another blow came by...... After finished doing my bus duty, found out that e truck we are supposed to put the drums are occupied by bags. Arghh.its airline headset somemore loh. Almost fainted when I see e scenario..... Luckily helpful colleagues were there to give some advice on how to rearranged e bags......in the end , managed to solve the problem.

Imagine a day work I can summarize into 5 paragraphs liao. Such a busy day but yet feel quite happy leh...... Cos time passed fast and I totally forgotten about Mon Blues..... Lol......i think this is wat I feel confortable with , keep myself busy and forget about unhappy stuffs....etc

Think have to stop here liao, cost ml have to reach workplace early for drums performance again..... Haha.....b4 I end,....... I have a old song to recommend which I find it quite nice recently. "It Might Be You" by Stephen Bishop, OST from 'Tootsie'. Never watched the movie b4 but was attracted by the song.... Heehee..... Oyasumi.

Fortune Telling?

2006-07-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

Now is 12.56am 240706..... sigh.... tot of tml have to work late, suddenly feel very sad.. Mon blues and yet has to work long hours.. But wat to do, its my job and I have to do it. At least can claim OIL. Heehee

Fortune Telling? How many of u actually believed it? Most people after going to have their fortune told and cant face e fact(bad)....but some happily dreaming in their lala land after hearing good thing from the fortune teller.

Human tend to be selective in hearing things which they want/ dun want to know. Of cos we are curious to know what will happen to us in the future....etc but its up to oneself how much u are going to believe.

When fortune teller told u that u will lead a hard life in the future, doesn mean that ur life will be suck till e end if u jus sit at home and feel sad about it.
When fortune teller told u that u will become rich in the future, also doesn mean that u can jus sit at home and wait for $ to drop rite?

Open ur palm now and see, all our lines that control our life are laid on the inner palm of our hand. When u close your palm, dun you think that actually those lines that control your life are hold tight in ur palm? So it do indicates that how ur life is going to are still lay within ur control.(of cos this is just how I feel lah, not the real fact)

Me too went to have my fortune told before but just listen to it with that kind of 'play play' attitude lah.... Of cos impt points still have to take note but dun really go deep into it loh. I am from a strong Buddhist/ Taoism family, so I also SELECTIVE in believe of certain issues and not totally superstitious about everything. I believe its will make my life easier loh.

Hmmm..... Really talk a lot nowadays but just want to share with you all how I feel about certain things happen in our life.(esp. after finding out that actually got 'fans' reading my blogg.lol thanks a lot ah!) eyelids dropping....Yawn..... and I think have to stop here,before I end, below is the thought of the day:

"Today is a gift, that's why we called it 'Present'!"

Casper e friendly ghost?

2006-07-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today is sat and I have to wake up early to go work... sigh.... luckily I slept early last night at 9pm....this morning realized that on mon nite and tue morning have performance again! almost forgotten about it and luckily 'dad' reminded and just in time to arrange e coordination part.

Weather is bad today and chooses to stay in staff room to clean e fridge. Think as time goes by, I might jus stay at e centre during weekdays.... Feel so comfortable at e ta-ta- mi corner and start to doze off again.Zzzzzzzz Last night even stay in my room to type documents till 8pm.

But so scary loh, when I come out from my room and find out that I am e oni person left in the centre. It was pitch dark along e corridor and my mind starts to think 'east' think 'west' again....esp after the incident when e SPI found human bones oppo my centre!!! nobody dare to stay up after 7pm... Keep reminding myself not to think too much and at this time!! shit! have to answer nature call! Bo bian.... die die act brave and finish wat I need to finish and rush out of the centre.... Heng ....nothing unusual happen....heehee

But was too tired till even when walking out along the dark, lonely road to the MRT station, I jus stare blank in e air and listen to my MP3....... sound sad but it will really bring u into deep thinking..... if u are not tired lah.

Something thing cannot see its surface but have to really go deep into its core and understand e whole thing. Thing may not be simple as u think and may not be hard as u expect. Life is full of surprise. Its all about challenging yourself to everything and obstacles.

Yawnnn.have to give it a stop, tml another fresh day for me! Oyasumi!!!23/07/06 12.30am

Hardest Day!!

2006-07-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

Today is e hardest day I went thru... Everything was like not right somewhere, somehow and this inner feeling telling me that it not right... Sigh.... true enough... my mood jus dropped when heard something unpleasant. Luckily 'dad' was with me to give advice and slightly brighten up my mood with his lame jokes.... as usual.

Chinese have this saying '人言可畏'meaning that words from human can be frightening. I always believed in this saying cos its always happen around me and of cos, people suffer from this.

Sometime really feel tired to be a 'qing cai' person , wish to be someone evil /devil and dun care about others and oni care bout oneself creature. But its jus so difficult loh.
After much reflection, still choose to follow my heart and do what ever things I want.
Mouth belong to others and they may wish to say what they want but of cos, says are easier den done loh. So dilemma.......

But mood changed a bit after watching a baby documentary on Arts Central, those ang mo babies really cute loh and the ways they are being brought up are very diff from Asian. It leads them to be more independent and cleverer. At least after seeing this documentary, feel much better.

Think have to stop here and go sleep. Now its 12.01am ..hope after a good sleep, tml will be another better day!!! even if its not...i will make it one!!!!

Are u a Gamer???

2006-07-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

Week had already passed half...my mood was great this morning after 11hrs of sleep..lol..all my unhappiness followed my saliva and drooled out..lol..sound disgusting ah...but really feeling fresh!!

Feeling 'sweet' this late morning...cos received a 'luv' letter from my 'student'...lol....jus a sweet and stubborn student who wish to stay in my class and try to get into my good book...but too bad..fact is fact...

Sometime, learned 'luv'stories from books, radio, drama and of cos thru frenz...and always feel that 'Luv' is jus a game...Playing this 'game'...there's always a Risk!!!
Risks can BIG / SMALL....its all depend how well/ wat ending u wan ur game turned out to be...

There are different types of games nowadays:
Arcade Games?
Puzzle Games?
Rpg Games?....etc

Me? Of cos I am not a gamer, but I do played game before and my all time fav game is 'Super Mario'!!!yeah...sound old rite...but indeed its my fav... esp e last stage, saved e princess out and game completed...simple and sweet...(best part is can eat lots of mushroom...lol)

But recently heard from somewhere that this person who suffered a lot while playing a game that is reprogrammed...why suffers? Tot games always are fun, addictive and fulfilling?

1 fine day, this person browsed thru internet and thru an unknown contact, this person bought it cos this seller insisted that e game was well modified...

After spending lots of $, Effort, Time and Focus on this games, and this person finally burnt out and complained to frenz about this game, after e frenz browsed thru the game, found out that this game was actually wrongly programmed, lousy graphic, unfriendly interface, bugs/virus all over and e best part is whenever a level is almost completed, the PC will be hanged and have to restart e system and start all over again...its was like e worst scenario for all gamers ah....

And this person has been happily playing with it without realizing e major problem of the game, keep thinking that its e PC that is having e problem...OMG...if its e 1st time this person encounter e absolved mentioned, ok, still believable. But the problems have been appearing more den 2 times. Sigh...after all e efforts and times spent, this is e ending this person get...not worth it right???

And normally wat people will do are:
-Uninstall e game (dun waste the hardisk space)
-break e CD into half and throw into e rubbish bin!
But this person is stubborn...after hearing e above 2 mentioned solutions, this person choose to leave e game in e system and played it whenever feel like doing it...sigh...all sort of people in this world.... Well cant blame this person too..cos sometime when u are obsessed with something. its hard to jus say forget/give up everything in jus a click...lets wish all e best to this person....

Think tonight I really typed a lot...but have to stopped liao...if not can publish a book on 'Games'!!!lol...
Its 1.18am 20/0706

Tired! Pek chek!

2006-07-18T20:21:00.000+08:00

Why Tired? ---- after playing badminton at my worksplace and laughing at 'certain' incident in the train with 'ah hui' which i cant review here....
Why Pek Chek?----- Imagine jus step into e house and ur mum accused u tat u took something which u dun even know...wow..my mood changed immediately...sigh..why all mum are like tat leh???
Another thing is .....my Dec 1 week holiday had changed to Sep which mean i have to re-plan my trip to my 'kampong' liao....
why like tat....sob sob...
now is 8.31pm and i dun even have e mood to take my dinner loh....stomach filled with 'fire' liao...Arghhh...
wan to go kun liao....b4 i starts to 'splash water' with my mum...huh!!
*btw, e pic on top is another darling of mine 'Dyllis', chosen this pic cos now my face looked exactly like this loh..

Head Big Big!!!

2006-07-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

This is how i feel right now loh...sleepy and tired...mon blues, attending e-training by boss and assigned to attend a course end of nov...meaning signing bond again...arghh...
But anyway its a good sign too, at least i know tat i'm still wanted by my company...lol..
figuring out the HTML code to change my template of this blog..really killing me... been ages that i do html coding...so people pls dun laugh at my setting of my blog ah..still under renovating...heehee
any way now is 18/07/06 12.36am and its Jun's Bday...lol....jus send my wishes to her. sigh...meaning me too will be turning 24yr old soon...so scary...already 2 cycles of my zodiac sign...woof woof..
btw for ur info, e pic attached here is my darling 'Diane', this is how she look while she was waiting for her 1st yr old birthday cake...poor her..and the cake delivered 1hr late...!!! dun think i will order again from "Axxie Txe Choxcx" liao.
Actually have quite a number of things to said but now tired till running out of ideas wat to say liao...Yawn...
anyway, 'i will be back tml!!' Zzzzzz

Newbie on the 'Blog'

2006-07-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

Wow...1st blog i am going to post..hmmm...feeling excited but yet nothing to write..... sigh...here have to thanks ah bao for intro this website to me...thank you x100...now is 1.12am on 17/07/06..arghh..weekend had ended....and e worst part is... next sat have to work again...and e week after next...and after next....sob sob...the rest of the sat of this july is totally burnt!!!
BUt....... me, Lin Qiao'Er is not someone tat can be easily defeated ...huh! i can definitely go thru all these!!! Gabatte!!